The green sky dotted with burning specs
of stars and galaxies far far away,
A bark of tree floated by
on a sea of emptiness
with a raging skull...
whose eyes seemed ghastly black
Alas the sky cleared from the ghostly cu's
behold, thy cheesy moon ...

Come to me,

be in my arms.

I will hold you till you want

I will keep you till you go

Nothing is impossible

I will fight back
Knowing you're my life

I wish for us;

hand in hand

to survive the sands of time

You came into my life,
like a prince on horse back

Rescued me from my misery,

To a land of endless love

If ever we are to part

Know that forever

you'll be in my heart

beating constantly

Forever and for always

written almost 2 year's ago but couldn't post if for God knows what reason!

A Random Heartbeat..

I'm not afraid to say that I'm scared
But not of you,

I'm naive enough to say that I'm crazy
But not about you,

I'm not ashamed to say that I regret
But not for loving you,

I'm sad enough to cry these tears
But not for you,

But I'm proud to say that I'm glad
to have met you in my life...

Now don't call me stupid
since you miss me too:)

Forgotten Betrayal

I lie down and close my eyes
Thoughts of you wash over me
'
Sleep is a mile away

How could you do this to me?
Are you even aware of what I'm going through?
Rage builds up inside me;
Do you even feel the same?

Time passes in silence
Over and over again

Barely keeping up with life
Roaming aimlessly
Everything will end somehow
And I cant be bothered anymore
Truth will set me free
Hate is a word which shall tear me apart
Eventually...

Snuff

Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence
And leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage
For what resembles rage again

So if you love me let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I cant destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
My smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart...When you refused to fight

So save your breath I will not hear
I think I made it very clear
You couldn't hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a Saint
My own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go

So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself
And I wont listen to your shame
You ran away you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control
My love was punished long ago
If you still care, don't ever let me know

If you still care, don't ever let me know...

Snuff - Slipknot

Dedicated to Mauve

Nine precious months
that you spent inside me
how could i forget
the sweet memories

lost in thought on how you are
worried myself
if you are not moving much
smiling with tears
whenever you are active

Singing you lullabies
and nursery rhymes,
describing people, places
and things around me

the day you came to this world
will be cherished forever
your cry filled my heart
and I thanked God

I prayed for your health
and so was i blessed
with ten tiny toes
and ten lil fingers
cute big eyes
and rose bud cheeks

now here in my arms
sleeping in peace
my pride and joy
you'll always be

you can never stop
to amuse me,
while awake
or even in your sleep

I'll love you always
unconditionally...