Dedicated to Mauve

Nine precious months
that you spent inside me
how could i forget
the sweet memories

lost in thought on how you are
worried myself
if you are not moving much
smiling with tears
whenever you are active

Singing you lullabies
and nursery rhymes,
describing people, places
and things around me

the day you came to this world
will be cherished forever
your cry filled my heart
and I thanked God

I prayed for your health
and so was i blessed
with ten tiny toes
and ten lil fingers
cute big eyes
and rose bud cheeks

now here in my arms
sleeping in peace
my pride and joy
you'll always be

you can never stop
to amuse me,
while awake
or even in your sleep

I'll love you always
unconditionally...

Bleached

A single flower petal brushes against my skin
I don't want to believe
our romance was a mistake

We've got a bad, bad habit of saying "everything's fine" and bottling it up.
I always thought about how I wanted to be with you forever,
but we don't see eye to eye

I assumed I could always make you smile
in that soft, gentle way of yours
like when we first met
I want to hold you...

I thought I loved you.
I wanted to hear your voice more and more.
And while my hand still reaches yours
I can't see what your future holds.

Translation of Bleach's ending song Hitohira no Hanabira =)

No air

Tell me how I'm suppose to breathe with no air

If I should die before I wake,
Its cause you took my breath away.
Losing you is like living in a world with no air

I'm here, alone, didn't want to leave.
My heart won't move, it's incomplete.
Wish there was a way
That I can make you to understand,

But how do you expect me,
To live alone with just me?
'Cause my world revolves around you,
Its so hard for me to breathe.

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air.
Can't live, can't breathe with no air.
That's how I feel when I know you ain't there.
There's No Air No Air.

Got me out here in the water so deep.
Tell me how you gonna be without me.
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe.
Its No Air No Air. No air ...

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew,
Right off the ground to float to you.
There's no gravity to hold me down, For real.

But somehow I'm still alive inside.
You took my breath, but I survived.
I don't know how, but I don't even care.

So how do you expect me,
To live alone with just me?
'Cause my world revolves around you,
Its so hard for me to breathe.

Tell Me How I'm supposed to breathe with no air.
Can't live can't breathe with no air.
That's how I feel when I know you ain't there.
Its No Air No Air.

Got me out here in the water so deep.
Tell me how you gonna be without me.
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
There's No Air No Air

Its No Air No Air....

*Been a fan of Jordin since the beginning. Cant seem to sing anything else these days...

Sinned...

Fragments of the past flashing back and forth

Moments held in time on a silver thread
Reality a glance away;I look through the haze.
With a glimmer of hope I set towards forbidden territories...

Have I sinned? or did I set my heart free?
No one knows but the Almighty.

Knee deep in vain I wage across the sea of pain.
With waves of agony lashing at my body,
I welcomed the wind with open arms
to be swept away..

...faraway from dreams unsure
how long will I survive,
will I make it....

Dark and gloomy the world may seem,
but your thoughts will guide me through
Unless they fade to nothing...
Is this how it all ends...
Forgive me, for I have loved.