Been searching for your name elsewhere
the stars don't seem to help me anyway
they just keep disappearing from my vision
blurry, for my eyes are sinking deep

In a pool of tears, I breathe
floating above your memories
carrying me towards hope
A land built above fantasies

Caught a glimpse of you the other day
In a memory so far away
I sacrificed my time with you
To watch you drift away...

Sigh...the moon nor sun
would smile upon me again
for I'm forsaken
and deprived of love

Devour me whole,
O' Serpent king
Play these broken chords
for they mean nothing

Emotionless eyes,
Lips sewed with endless woes
Hands burnt with treacherous words
Head hung low of shame and hurt

With a broken wing
and a bleeding heart
Empty to the core
love shall kill me with thirst...

One can dream...

Drunk on your love

High on emotion
I tread down a path
Of rose petals and feathers

The gibbous moon smiled at me
A dazzling star or two abide
Butterflies in my tummy
O' how I blushed:)

On his knees with a rare black rose
An endless love he promised me with all
Time stood still and with a jolt
I woke up to know,

T'was a sweet dream itself...


got tired searching for a decent picture to go with this poem...sigh...to no avail...

I was moving so fast
I stared back blurry eyed
The lights flickered by
and my heart felt heavy

Struggling to keep my sanity
and the mask of make-believe
I looked ahead...
The wind stung my face

That's as far as I got,
when reality took me back
Back to the same old life,
another day in paradise?

Enchanted Heartbreak

For a moment
I lost myself in a mist
The constant beat ceased
my heart was bleeding


There was no need to breathe
for my lungs were filled with a song
So sweet it felt warm and tender
Am I alive?

As if Time froze itself
I felt stuck in a haze
then and there
I let my guard down

With just one glance,
I shattered into countless pieces
My lips went dry and
I quivered waking to reality...

such was the beauty
of my crestfallen, broken heart...

Melancholific thoughts

Pen to paper

The ink smoothly flowed
A line or two formed
but it didn't accord
Sound of paper being torn
Crumpled and thrown
Back to the drawing board
With the pen to paper

The green sky dotted with burning specs
of stars and galaxies far far away,
A bark of tree floated by
on a sea of emptiness
with a raging skull...
whose eyes seemed ghastly black
Alas the sky cleared from the ghostly cu's
behold, thy cheesy moon ...

Come to me,

be in my arms.

I will hold you till you want

I will keep you till you go

Nothing is impossible

I will fight back
Knowing you're my life

I wish for us;

hand in hand

to survive the sands of time

You came into my life,
like a prince on horse back

Rescued me from my misery,

To a land of endless love

If ever we are to part

Know that forever

you'll be in my heart

beating constantly

Forever and for always

written almost 2 year's ago but couldn't post if for God knows what reason!

A Random Heartbeat..

I'm not afraid to say that I'm scared
But not of you,

I'm naive enough to say that I'm crazy
But not about you,

I'm not ashamed to say that I regret
But not for loving you,

I'm sad enough to cry these tears
But not for you,

But I'm proud to say that I'm glad
to have met you in my life...

Now don't call me stupid
since you miss me too:)

Forgotten Betrayal

I lie down and close my eyes
Thoughts of you wash over me
'
Sleep is a mile away

How could you do this to me?
Are you even aware of what I'm going through?
Rage builds up inside me;
Do you even feel the same?

Time passes in silence
Over and over again

Barely keeping up with life
Roaming aimlessly
Everything will end somehow
And I cant be bothered anymore
Truth will set me free
Hate is a word which shall tear me apart
Eventually...

Snuff

Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence
And leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage
For what resembles rage again

So if you love me let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I cant destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
My smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart...When you refused to fight

So save your breath I will not hear
I think I made it very clear
You couldn't hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a Saint
My own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go

So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself
And I wont listen to your shame
You ran away you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control
My love was punished long ago
If you still care, don't ever let me know

If you still care, don't ever let me know...

Snuff - Slipknot