Resent Me? Please Don't

Back then you caught me off guard
Silly games of a feeling unknown
Played well till time allowed me to
Moved on with different paths

Four years later you wanted to see me
Just a kiss to make it real
Would be a lie if I did act so
So I decided to come clean

Your reaction of hurt and betrayal
As if I played you for a toy
Wasn't my intention to hurt your feelings
My honesty against my intuition won

Was mutual then not now
You like me still thou
Yet I'm confused
My deed of good for our sake
Is not to meet you half way!

Lost Love...

My darling, should I just call you that?
Although it may sound odd
Sweetheart suits you better
How does it feel when I kiss you?
In the dark of the moon
Amidst the stars and the balmy eve'
Romance lingers in the air...
And I'll hold onto your memory....forever!

Foolish Beat

These legs have walked towards such peril

that words cannot begin to describe
how foolish I feel now for the sinful acts

These legs have walked upon so many thorns
the trail of blood seem endless
Regret? A feeling surrounding me as of late...

These legs have walked through forbidden territories
the hope of coming back hurts the thought itself
Wisdom didn't come by sooner

So, for now...I Stop and stay still
looking around me, letting it sink in
and I fall...
cos I've failed!