Resent Me? Please Don't

Back then you caught me off guard
Silly games of a feeling unknown
Played well till time allowed me to
Moved on with different paths

Four years later you wanted to see me
Just a kiss to make it real
Would be a lie if I did act so
So I decided to come clean

Your reaction of hurt and betrayal
As if I played you for a toy
Wasn't my intention to hurt your feelings
My honesty against my intuition won

Was mutual then not now
You like me still thou
Yet I'm confused
My deed of good for our sake
Is not to meet you half way!